I'm officially a slightly modified version of myself...hopefully this is a good thing?

"You know that place between sleep and awake; that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I will be waiting"

- Peter Pan

I want to spend 24 hours in someone else's shoes. Someone who needs a change in life, not like one of those stupid teenager "i need a new beginning" or "I need to get away" because there's stupid drama in your life. I mean someone who lives day to day struggling just trying to find food for their family, or someone who has nothing and is living on their own on the streets on a cold winter day. I want to see how their life is through their eyes and then I want to help change their lives for the better. I want to do something for them because they deserve it. I will do something. I will make a difference. 

What happened to society? ...A question I ask myself everyday

No matter what, just do it. if you want it, you gotta have this mindset of just doing it. Don't slack off, just do it...i hate p90x -_- ...but i just gotta do it.

*I miss the smell of you on my clothes

Sometimes life throws you a curve-ball, and as you see it coming towards you, you just know you're going to miss it and lose. But when these curve-balls happen, you cannot let it beat you down. You have to take the new-found determination and motivation and use it to your advantage. If you take what you've learned from your losses, you will just conquer the next curve-ball and win the event.

"I think a hero is any person really intent on making this a better place for all the people"

-Maya Angelou

^story of my life...That's the worst part of it all, when your brain knows you have to leave, but your heart knowing you want to stay.

Beauty isn't makeup. Remember that.

Sometimes we get beaten down, and sometimes it's extremely hard to get back up. But sometimes you have to find that inner strength and pull yourself back on your feet. Sometimes you just can't give up so easily. You should never give up so easily...not without a fight. 

Topanga: I wasn't sure this day would ever come, but you were. I wasn't sure love could survive everything we put it through, but you were. You were always strong and always sure. And now I know I want you to stand beside me for the rest of my life. That's what I'm sure of. 
Cory: I have to talk to her now, OK. 
[to Shawn] 
Shawn Hunter: Go ahead. 
Cory: Ever since I was young I never understood anything about the world, and I never understood anything that happened in my life. The only thing that ever made sense to me was you, and how I felt about you. That's all I've ever known and that's enough, that's enough for me, for the rest of my life. Topanga, we gonna get married? 
Topanga: Yea, we are. 
Cory: Good, cause, umm I have these rings... I love you, Topanga. 
Topanga: I love you too, Cory. 

It's everything about you, you, you, Everything that you do, do do, From the way that we touch baby, To the way that you kiss on me, It's everything about you, you, you, The way you make it feel, new, new, new, Like every party is just us two,nAnd there's nothing I could point to, It's everything about you, you, you, Everything about you, you, you, It's everything that you do, do do, It's everything about you

Everything About You - One Direction

It's never enough to take what you get, you always deserve better despite what you think. Do not settle.

Smile your way through the bad. Let others know they can't break you. Show your true colours, don't be faded. Own the night. Look your best. Be you. Always.

And now to end this post with 5 things I want to do :)

And I still feel as if I'm fighting to win this never-ending battle...

You know those days where it feels like you're walking around with a huge burden on your shoulders? Or those days where you just can't help but feel like Eeyore from Winnie the Pooh just trying to make it through a day? I felt like that every single day for basically my whole life. But guess what? I'm okay now. I walk around with a fake smile on my face. I'm happy now. So don't worry, things will get easier darling, just don't give up just yet :)

Dear readers, I am prescribing you daily doses of laughter. I believe laughing is the best calorie burner, so put down the pills that brainwash you into believing that this is what you need to look the way you want. Stop going to the washroom after every meal. Stop destroying yourself with all these false advertisements and just be happy. Smile and laugh until you have to force yourself to stop because your abs hurt too much. Do this multiple times a day everyday and see how quickly your life will turn around. <3

 

Sneakers to Stilettos, Sweats to Skirts, Natural to Makeup, Tiaras to Snapbacks...

I am not a specific type of woman, I am opposites put together.

You can fool anyone BUT yourself and your attitude sucks if you settle, even for YOU. There is always room for improvement. Change is inevitable but change for good is what keeps peoples respect and admiration. Childish ways and “buts” and “ifs” influence others to give up on your words. DO what you say you are going to do… OTHERWISE do NOT talk at all. Excuses are for weak, indecisive, and shallow people. Your WORD is all you have, and yet you toss it around as if your word matters. Twitter, Tumblr and whatever else there is may make it LOOK like you are a certain way, but you can’t use POSTS to excuse what you do or DO NOT do. Talk is cheap and you talk a lot of nothing. Walk it, be it, live it. Not for anyone BUT yourself and i promise you WILL be happy and THAT HAPPINESS WILL lead you to SUCCESS in Everything You Do. 

If he/she would do anything for you. Don't mess it up for someone who would do shit all for you. 

Know you've been hurt by someone else, I can tell by the way you carry yourself, If you let me, Here's what i'll do, I'll take care of you, I've loved and I've lost...

Take Care - Drake ft. Rihanna

If you have to hide him from your friends. He's not worth it baby.

You know those days where you have to take everything you have just to drag yourself out of bed? And then once you're finally up you just look at yourself in the mirror and do the typical "ugh" and throw on some sweats and a sweater? And then throw your hair in a ponytail and just walk out with no makeup on because you're just way too tired? Wanna know a secret? That's when you're the most gorgeous...I hope you don't take that wrong. But you actually do look beautiful when you're oh-natural ladies :)

Free The Children is my favourite, I can't wait to put a smile on such amazing beautiful people this christmas

I've learned that you have to make your own happiness. It will not just come your way if you don't try to create moments for yourself. Put yourself out there. Smile. Brighten my world because I promise to brighten yours.

...They didn't agree on much, actually...they rarely ever agreed on anything. They even fought all the time and they challenged each other every chance they got. But despite their differences they had one thing in common: they were absolutely crazy about each other. 

Sometimes, it's just not worth it. It's not worth it to help people over and over again when they don't listen to your advice the first 10 times and you always come out being right. Sometimes it's not worth holding on to people when you can clearly tell that in any moment they are going to let go of your hand. Sometimes all there really is that is left to do is just say 'fuck it' and throw your hands in the air, 'I'm done trying'. 

Don't settle anything less than your own standards. And don't let anyone tell you that you aren't worth it. Know who you are and don't change for anyone.

You're mistakes should be your motivation. Not your excuse.

There's a lie in believe, over in lover, end in friend, us in trust, ex in next and if in life.

Confession #1 - I am jealous of the people who get to see and be with your everyday.

if you take me shopping, I will probably fall in love with you...or something close to that.

You may think you're not pretty, but there's always someone wishing they looked like you. You want more money. People are in extreme poverty everyday. You want a boyfriend/girlfriend. Well, some people don't even have parents. You're hungry. A child and it's family is starving right now. You want to go the mall. Someone is looking for anything they can wear just to stay warm as they sleep on the streets. You're cold. Some people are frozen because they have nothing or nobody to keep them relatively warm. You just want to die because your bff started a rumour about you. Some people are struggling so hard to live. Please don't waste your time complaining about things you want when there are millions and billions of people who actually truly need some things. Unless you're going to help make a difference, keep your mouth shut...in the nicest way possible :)

Be thankful for the bad things in life, for they open your eyes to the good things that you weren't paying attention to before.

I know sometimes I act like I don't care, but really, on the inside, it's all that matters and I just don't know what to do.

^I should get that shirt and wear it whenever I'm with my boyfriend :)

The world inspires me. People are amazing. I want to do something amazing that impacts many people. Correction. I am going to do something wonderful to put smiles on hundred thousand different individuals worldwide.

Love your parents. We are often to busy growing up, that we forget they are growing old. {Remind them how much you care about them daily}

I love my roomies. We each got customized hats. One saying, Got Swag. One saying, U Jelly? and the last one saying, Deal With It.

...I will forever be connected to these ladies and I am so grateful that I will be. {Got swag. U Jelly? Deal with it.}

Why do we feel comfortable texting people things that we would never have the guts to say to them in person?

Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the damn place. Yet no one will even step forward to help her.

I'm just a girl. I love being called pretty, but I never believed it. I'm not always right, but I hate admitting it when I'm wrong. I'm almost always smiling, but it's not always real. I can be read like an open book, but I actually hide so much. I work hard at things, but don't ever get what I deserve. I'm just a girl. I'm just, well, me.

So a stranger came up to me and asked me if he should give his gf a promise ring for their anniversary/christmas. I answered awkwardly, "well, did you already buy it?" He replied very awkwardly (i think he just realized that he randomly asked me this) "uhh...yeah" And i said "well there you go, of course you should!" But he told me he was scared to give it to her just encase she didn't feel the same way. So I reassured him that she does. Because any guy worried about her response so much that he accidentally bursted out his questions to a stranger, well clearly she means the world to you that you're worried of messing up and that there is something there between the two of you. I told him he was amazing. He replied with "it's crazy how you don't even know someone and they end up knowing you so well" then hugged me and said thank you :)

Some people are just so cute and they don't even realize that one random moment could make someone's day. I know that guy made mine :)

ox {you're beautiful, don't tell yourself otherwise